MEMORY OF THAT DAY BY Xu Yangfei

Every minute when I think of you, I feel so sorry. You used to tell me many interesting stories in my childhood .When my little friends went to school, I felt alone. But you took me to do many interesting things just at that time.

That day, when I knew you couldn’t get up any more, I felt my mind was empty. I felt every color was black. I felt so sorry to you. I hated myself so much. If had got up early, I should have seen you for the last time. If I had got up early to look after you, you should have lived till now…But, all of it was too late.

Many things changed from that moment. I think only when the important things have disappeared from your life, do you know its weight in your heart. I wanted to say thousands regrets to you. But you couldn’t hear. You couldn’t. You used to let me do things efficiently, but I didn’t. You used to ask me to do more housework for my parents, but I didn’t. You used to give much money to let me study hard, but I also didn’t. I used to make you unhappy and do things just opposite. I thought the only one thing I could do at last for you was that did all things you had told me better.

Although it went on four years ago, I still often think of you, your smile. Grandmother, I love you